The Love I Never KnewThere was a time when I knew I always had somewhere to turn... someone who would listen when I needed to speak, Who would touch me when I needed to be touched.The Love I Never Knew
It was a girl. A girl who's soft curves matched every curve of my own feminine body. We were inseparable, knew every secret that belonged to one another. We, in our entirety, belonged to one another.
It was a form of paradise. We made promises back and forth that we would never be apart, that every part of our lives would include the other. But somewhere along the way it slipped... and then vanished. The comfort I knew lying with her, drifting off to som
I. Hate. Me.I hate myself. Isn’t that enough? Shouldn’t that be enough to explain all this?I. Hate. Me.
Hi,
I’m an unattractive 18 yr old female I have a bad haircut Butchered by yours truly, the lover boys slut My boobs are too small My waist creases and folds And I have marks all over, from acne and cutting scars. Hi,
I’m strong in the knees
But weak in self-esteem I’m still trying to figure out why I’m here But I keep getting reasons to just leave I’m a slob and a pig Lazy and ill-brained So why are my goals so high So obvio
On the Other SideI am dead Cold in the ground many years now And you are happy Smiling You’ve forgotten, just like I said But here I remain And I remember. The dirt is soft I wish I’d been buried in it, and not the hard cement crate But I never got what I wanted That’s why I’m here right? All my life I searched for a savior, All 19 years of breathing But failed And finally the day came where I lost the war with myself… And here I am No one was there to fight me No on wanted to deal with that I hope the people I fought for are stOn the Other Side
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"Onen i-Estel Edain, ú-chebin estel anim"
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Then Christ came and preached the Good News of peace to you who were far away from God. And He preached it to us who were near God. Now all of us can go to the Father through Christ by way of the one Holy Spirit.
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wow are you!! *GLOMP*
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Artwork by Arianna Tatarczuk
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i am the red cape diver
`lns
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If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on open eyes to see
The walls you built within
Come tumbling down, and a new world will begin
Queensryche, Silent Lucidity
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"In matters of the heart, the greatest sorrow is to lose that which is dearest to you. The greatest crime is to take it for granted." -- Me
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I'm a Bobling... wouldn't you like to be a Bobling too? [link]
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HONOR COURAGE COMMITMENT
U.S. NAVY
Proud Seaman Recruit
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